Braiding my hair has become a reflex of some sort. I braid
the upper half first then join it with the rest to make it look neat. Otherwise
my hair is a big mess. It’s all over the place, and that’s depressing. I take
gotta-check-if-i-changed-into-a-green-monster mirror breaks while studying. It’s
just an excuse to take a break. But so is the I’m-craving-a-hot-drink or
i-need-to-put-a-face-mask-
I wonder if I can be productive the way I wish I was. Write about
anything, take a walk to just think, listen to myself, tidy that desk, start
that book I always put off, surprise myself with something I wouldn’t usually
do.
That’s life isn’t it? Doing the same silly things over and
over again and calling them a personality.All you can do is make these
silly little things a little better, a little less self-centered and
hope they make you a better person.
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